Deja vu

That day,
He leaped jubilantly,
He cried in triumph,
He knew,
His dream was about to set on a new path,

A new journey begins.

Today,
He hides himself at the corner of the wall,
He sobs while avoiding the eyes,
He knows,
His dream is shattered,

A new hope is crushed.

"Rejected, unsuccessful". The two little words, yet having the mighty power, to stab right at the centre of his heart.

"Believe in yourself, believe in fate". A very good friend told him such. The confidence level was at 100%, now rapidly falls to a pathetic 20%. He still has faith in those words, but starts to self-doubt.

A true man never gives up. A true man will cry behind the crowd. A true man conquers his tears with his fists.

But, why his path of life is destined to be so much rocky and muddy? Why the weather of fate is fated to be so much treacherous and stormy? He questions, wonders and swallows. He understands that maybe 4As is just an obligation for himself and the competitive world. It's nothing more than an economy class ticket.

The two brutal words, keep reappearing in his days. And, he is having a recurrent dream on the same incidents two years ago.

JPA, TNB, ASEAN. The three musketeers, mischievously promise him a nice future, but in the end, he realised that he was in a dreamy wonderland. Reality hit him hard. And, he rises up with dignity this time, but almost falls off with despair and disappointment. 4As is not even qualified for an interview, let alone being granted a scholarship. Is 4As actually a curse disguised in blessing?

He feels, it's like u are taking a very nice drawing of yours to the teacher, the teacher slaps your face, and spits on your drawing.

Is he on the verge of giving up? Maybe yes. Maybe not. May the three warriors keep him positive. Determination, Perseverance, and Hope.

Pray hard for him. I guess, he will be grateful and thankful.

D-Day

13th March 2009. A black Friday. An unlucky day in old-time belief. The notorious Friday 13th.


Tomorrow is the Judgment Day. A day to gauge the performance of 18 months.

Well, I only hope that the luck will be with me.

Pray hard. =)

Dream Vs Reality

Recently, I came to a funny conclusion about life. (Maybe due to excess boredom, the neurone cells are enjoying thoroughly...XD XD..)

Life is about how far u can make ur dreams come true, and how far u can turn reality into your dreams..

I have a friend, who wants to become a movie director. The Dark Knight is his favourite; I have a friend who is interested in opening a concept cafe, but he is not going to tell me his exact plan; I have a friend who goes for bakery course right after SPM; I have a friend who studies tourism and hospitality; and of course, I have a friend who is working right now, striving hard to provide himself a decent life.

I believe each of us has surely thought before that "what if i could.. ". And, I always have the strong belief that, if one person goes according what his mind figured and what his heart whispered, he will succeed in life, be it a small or a big dream.

And, right now I am having 3 dreams. Just match the number given by the genie in Aladdin. =).Strike a flying-colour result. Get a hopeful offer. Snap a pocketful of money.

Will the magic lamp work this time? We shall see it then...:p